What defines me? .... My search defines me. Every day the discoveries I make and sometimes the things I re-discover define the “who” I am expressing at the moment. I am not a static being, content to sit placidly in the moment, confident of the future and smugly pleased with or just indifferent about the past. Sometimes this state seems like the place I am searching for … but I sense it is in fact the state of sleep I am trying to avoid. It’s difficult to determine. It seems attractive in many ways.